So hows all the deviantart people out there? doing good and making all sorts of art i would presume. Its been awhile since ive typed into a journal, its been a real long time. Im just sitting here thinking, gathering my thoughts. Read my gf's latest journal, some interesting thoughts I have to say but this isnt the time right now. Ive got a head full of thoughts and wanna express them. Got some linkin park stuck into my head right now, have no idea how or why its in there. Been a rocky road here and there but every relationship has its hard moments.I love the girl with all my being and believe so much into her. 7 month aniversary comming soon. I dont know what to get her or how to make this occasion special. Maybe il make a cake or something, even though we all know the cakes a LIE! such a delisious lie to us all XD. Ahhh portal such a crazy game. Ive played alot of games in my day and i have to say portal was definately interesting. Got it with the orange box, why was it orange? id have to ask valve about that. Shadow of the day by linkin park has a interesting video. Man when did i start going random? maybe when i was born >.> my family did say i was an interesting child. Oh well its fine being random and crazy. never makes life boring. I wish i could draw well enough to boast and show off on here. Practice is my key and some of the AMAZING art ive seen is my motivation. Maybe one day il show off my noobish sketchbook and its little drawings. Dec 26 is going to be an interesting day. Im not gonna say why tho *wink* Blasted phone! stop sucking so much and disconnecting my calls while im in mid sentance. Samsung gravity. nice phone just sux when it gets older.When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done,Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty.Keep me in your memory and lets leave out all the rest. a nice little excerpt from linkin park. god they are my favorite band. I would die to go see them in concert. yeah i may get thrown off stange and go a little def because how awesome they are, but hey they are a party! And going on to about linkin park and that little excerpt its leave out all the rest. something about it just is calming and gets me motivated to push thru the pain and roughness some of these spots may show. Ima keep trying, no matter what or who gets in my way...
so when the time comes help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. dont resent me and when your feeling empty keep me in your memory and lets leave out all the rest. My love i hope you get a nice glimpse into my brain and see some of the confidence and beliefs and the support i show for you. love you. *goes to make dinner*

- Josh "jerome-eroking"